OMG!!!!!!!! Today has been the weirdest day of my life.......I was at work as usual. I was workin the front drive thru handin out food.......and i handed out some food to somebody....and looked up and i heard and saw a van slam on brakes.....and i was like what in the world....and the van hit a guy.........it was horrible....and i dont know weither the guy is still alive or not......there is still a puddle of blood in the middle of the road.....It was the worst thing i have ever seen in my life.........and even though i didnt know who the guy was or anything about him.......it hurts sooo freakin bad.....because all i could think was what if that was someone that i did know and to see somebody get hit by a vehicle...it was a complete accident....and i think that the guy that hit went to the hospital to make sure that he was ok........but i dont know if he was or not.....
I am scared to go to sleep because im scared that i will dream about it all night and all i will hear are brakes screaching and seein something fly up in the air........and seeing everybody run out in the middle of the road..........
And now all i can listen to is the Superman song by Janna Long.........and im thinkin bout cody and his family and all of his friends and everybody else..........I swear this has got to be the worst night of my life........i here all alone in the dorms........and i am just sittin here cryin my eyes out because of everything........
I am also thinkin bout Robert......yeah yeah i know he has a girlfriend.....but i love him sooooo much........i want him back......and this time i mean it when i say i dont care what anybody else says........I am pretty sure he is the love of my life.........i just wish he would break up with nicole and come back to me......I wish he would stand up to his mama and tell her that she cant run his life.......I mean......why should he listen to her about who he can and cant be with..........I mean she doesnt like me because i really love robert......but yet she doesnt even really get mad when she hears that robert may have a baby on the way.........i mean WTF is up with that........GAH.........
and then i am going through a bunch of crap with my family.......we are in the process of movin from our 2 story house into a "trailor"........and my mama, stepdad, and lil brother "the reason i continue to wake up" is movin away........IT HURTS........my family is fallin apart.........and my lil big brother, Justin, is bein an ass to mama and us......we are in a finacial bind and she asks him for a lil money and he blows up and tells her that he doesnt have any money that he needs to borrow money from her.....when he just got paid......and he is just fussin bout everything......i dunno what to do.....I keep tellin myself that everything is going to be alright......but i dont know anymore........it is all hittin me like a ton of bricks..........AGAIN........I dont know if i can take it anymore
OK I HAVE OFFICIALLY FLOODED THE DORM ROOM........WITH TEARS.......
WHY..........that is all i ask..........WHY is this happening.....WHY!?!?!?!?!
PLEASE PRAY FOR ME, MY FAMILY AND THAT MAN'S FAMILY
until later
KAREY............. | 
